takuya
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Nyappy, Miku desu.Takuya and I, lately have been hanging out a lot...
mostly because we both are the most... "upset" about the lack of cafekkos that is going to follow for the next while...
Today we have finally cheered up a bit...
though we are both really sleepy...
We've been sleeping in the same bed, and so we are both aware of the lack of sleep we've both been having...
We don't stay up all night talking, but just lay there staring at the ceiling.....
as you can see, we are sleepy....
I've also noticed, (mostly by looking at this picture, but also seeing Takuya shirtless)
That he's built really broad....
and he's not the almost 14 year old that we first started working with...
he's grown a bit the past couple months, and Neko is saying that he's probably going to hit a growth spurt soon...
but he's filling out a lot and starting to look more like an adult...
cafekkos already think that he looks like one..
but living with him, and watching him grow is starting to get hard...
He's been working very hard at school...
I was even called up by the head of the school so he could talk to me about the rate Takuya is going at...
he really is amazing..
Also, if I just sit back and watch him, I can see how much he's maturing..
he's always been mature, but he was shy like a child...
his shyness is going away and he's been talking to people and going public more.
if he sees Neko or Arupen walking while holding something like a bag, or an armful of something, he'll take it for them.
Also when the kids got into a fight the other day and I was piled under paperwork, he came over and broke it up.
Everything he's been doing lately is very respectable, and Kind of makes my heart turn upside down...
I know that soon he's going to be all grown up, and I don't see his future in An Cafe for very long after he gets all grown....
He's already being offered 5 career oppertunities.
He's turned them all down, but he's not going to forever...
then, his brother is really stong, but also sickly, and Takuya worries endlessly...
so I doubt he could stand to stay here for much longer...
That was why he was on the phone for countless hours......
Akemi had gone too see what all he has, and the doctor had called to tell Takuya about the stuff Akemi has...
(I do have permition to post this btw)
I can't remember the names of most the things...
diabeties...
Bulimia,
Ataxia,
heart problems
and a lot of other stuff...
needless to say, Takuya worries sick...
So I know after he turns 18, he's not going to be around long.....
Okay I'm getting all fatherly.... .....
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Whaaaa... but it's all hard to take in!!!!!!!!!! DX!!!!!!
makes Mikusuke so sad..... o(;O;)o
Anyways.... enough of all this...
I looove sleeping with Takuya now...
XD
I know that sounds really weird...
but for some reason I love it a lot......
He's really warm, and really (god this is embarassing... WHY!?!?! DX... I have to type it anyways)
but I like the way he feels...
And I like that he'll come close to me now...
though I have to pull him close, he wont hesitate...
I know it's not becuase I have feelings for him.... but I don't know what it really is.
oh well... it's confusing.
I want to see 2012.
Juiced 8:46 AM