Ask The darkness to dance with you....

Mail~!!!

2009-09-30T16:55:00.000-07:00

ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU!!!!!
Aishiteru itsumo~

Daddy

2009-08-19T09:31:00.001-07:00

Today is going to be a "day out" with my dad...
so I'm very curious to see how this is going to turn out...

I haven't heard from his since.... April - May....
And when we did talk he was better, but I don't know If I'm ready to spend a whole day with him...

Takuya...
(TT______TT)

my god boy.....
Everyone in the house is about ready to kill him...
He's not acting any different then most teenagers...
But he's not acting like himself either.

Last evening I was trying to talk to him about something and he was totally ignored me and let out a really annoyed sigh, so I paused and he looked over and asked if I was done talking yet.
..........

His ass is going to be grounded for the rest of his short life.

the problem with him is keeping him in his room....
He's not really one to obey lately so he keeps coming out whenever he wants...
soooo Bolt locks outside his door~!!!
aaannnddd windows barred up!!!

if he does through the effort to break out of his prison he's never going to see daylight ever again...

so as of right now, according to him I'm the devil, so un-fair, doesn't have any right, etc etc~

I never thought he would ever act like this.... and I'm going to get to the bottom of it. (>__<)

Anyways... I'm really stressed out right now... so I should probably stop writing so I can go find something to take my mind off this...

BAHAHAHA

2009-08-01T13:52:00.000-07:00

usually these things arent that funny....
BUT HOLY HELL!!!
LMGDFAO!!!

Obama has reached Korea...

2009-07-22T17:20:00.000-07:00

Even Korean girls wish they were black now...

This is 2NE1 ..... the biggest girl group in Korea..
sure a couple are cute...
but... they act like black bitches.
or Arabics....
and that CL21 girl... or whatever she calls herself does the whole Rihanna thing...

.... sad.

takuya

2009-07-21T08:46:00.000-07:00

Nyappy, Miku desu.

Takuya and I, lately have been hanging out a lot...
mostly because we both are the most... "upset" about the lack of cafekkos that is going to follow for the next while...
Today we have finally cheered up a bit...
though we are both really sleepy...
We've been sleeping in the same bed, and so we are both aware of the lack of sleep we've both been having...
We don't stay up all night talking, but just lay there staring at the ceiling.....

as you can see, we are sleepy....

I've also noticed, (mostly by looking at this picture, but also seeing Takuya shirtless)
That he's built really broad....
and he's not the almost 14 year old that we first started working with...
he's grown a bit the past couple months, and Neko is saying that he's probably going to hit a growth spurt soon...
but he's filling out a lot and starting to look more like an adult...
cafekkos already think that he looks like one..
but living with him, and watching him grow is starting to get hard...
He's been working very hard at school...
I was even called up by the head of the school so he could talk to me about the rate Takuya is going at...
he really is amazing..
Also, if I just sit back and watch him, I can see how much he's maturing..
he's always been mature, but he was shy like a child...
his shyness is going away and he's been talking to people and going public more.
if he sees Neko or Arupen walking while holding something like a bag, or an armful of something, he'll take it for them.
Also when the kids got into a fight the other day and I was piled under paperwork, he came over and broke it up.
Everything he's been doing lately is very respectable, and Kind of makes my heart turn upside down...
I know that soon he's going to be all grown up, and I don't see his future in An Cafe for very long after he gets all grown....
He's already being offered 5 career oppertunities.
He's turned them all down, but he's not going to forever...

then, his brother is really stong, but also sickly, and Takuya worries endlessly...
so I doubt he could stand to stay here for much longer...
That was why he was on the phone for countless hours......
Akemi had gone too see what all he has, and the doctor had called to tell Takuya about the stuff Akemi has...
(I do have permition to post this btw)

I can't remember the names of most the things...
diabeties...
Bulimia,
Ataxia,
heart problems
and a lot of other stuff...
needless to say, Takuya worries sick...
So I know after he turns 18, he's not going to be around long.....

Okay I'm getting all fatherly.... .....
......
...............
Whaaaa... but it's all hard to take in!!!!!!!!!! DX!!!!!!

makes Mikusuke so sad..... o(;O;)o

Anyways.... enough of all this...

I looove sleeping with Takuya now...
XD
I know that sounds really weird...
but for some reason I love it a lot......
He's really warm, and really (god this is embarassing... WHY!?!?! DX... I have to type it anyways)
but I like the way he feels...
And I like that he'll come close to me now...
though I have to pull him close, he wont hesitate...
I know it's not becuase I have feelings for him.... but I don't know what it really is.

oh well... it's confusing.

I want to see 2012.

Wow... I've always loved you Yuna-chan....

2009-07-15T00:39:00.000-07:00

Nyappy! Miku-desu!

Today I was looking through my computer and I found some great great pictures!!!
see the really cute one with the fuzzy head who is sitting funny and has the long white pants?
second to the end on the right? That is me. ^^

THERE YOU ARE GIRLS!!!
Your beloved twins~
They are so cute!!! ^^

The girl up front with the long brownish hair is Neko-chan. ^^
I'm the annoying looking boy behind them....

I'll share more later. ^^
my twins are going to scream their heads off soon...

Bye nyappy!!

Kids.....

2009-07-15T00:36:00.001-07:00

These are the doomed children of the future.....

Ｍグラフィックo( ≧∀≦)o

2009-05-07T08:01:00.000-07:00

ニャッピーo(≧∀≦)oみくです☆昨日は「Ｍグラフィック」という雑誌の撮影でした。いわゆるイケメン雑誌さんです。正直、撮影は恥ずかしかったo(・∀・)o公園で光を使わずに自然光での撮影。風になびかれながらアイドル風な撮影でした。プチプチアイドルみくすけの誕生です。この日のために減量していたわけですが間に合わずでした (笑)だって甘いもの大好きだもん。生クリームは僕の生きる源ですψ(｀∀´)ψ とりあえず、見たらみんな笑うと思います。周りのイケメンさんはみんなテレビとかで見たことある人達だから「なんで、みくすけがいるの?勘違いも甚だしいよo(・∀・)o」的な感じだと思いますが良かったら見てくださいo(；＿；)o そんなみくすけは今はモスバーガーでお食事中。とびっきりハンバーグサンドのトマト&レタスを食べています。ここでレビューです。ビジュアル ★★★★★ 香り ★★★☆☆ 味 ★★★☆☆ 前作のとびきりサンドと違い、レタスが沢山入ってるので、ボリュームの無さを解消。ビジュアル的には問題ない仕上がりになりました。ただ国産牛を使用と大きく打ち出してるわりにはジューシーさが足りません。これなら普通のモスバーガーを食べたほうが値段も手頃だしよいかもo(・∀・)oただ、余談ですけど、玄米フレークシェイクの抹茶小豆はめたんこうまいよo(≧∀≦)o スウィーツ好きなカフェっ子は食べてみるべし!! 今からオリジナルマイクの打ち合わせにＰＡの箕輪さんとオーディオテクニカさんに行ってきます。オリジナルマイクは初めてだから楽しみですo(≧∀≦)oウキキキキ。世界で一個のカワユスマイクを作ってくるなりんψ(｀∀´)ψ

NYAPPI o(≧ ∀ ≦)o yesterday was "M Graphic" magazine photoshoot. It is one of those magazines full of hot guys.

it was shot恥ZUKASHIKATTA o(∀)o

Taken in a park with natural lighting.

trying to stand still in the wind.

Camphor PUCHIPUCHIAIDORU said the family is born.

I did not have weight loss for the day (laughs) Because I love sweets. Whipped cream is my life source ψ ( `∀ ') ψ
But I see people laugh. Hot guy around her is the people I've seen on TV! "Why, are expected to have a camphor? I am a Outrageous mistake o(∀) o"

Please look at me and tell me what you think o (;_;) o

Camphor is now expected that only your dinner at Mos Burger.
Mighty hamburger and tomato sandwiches and eat the lettuce.
Here are reviews.

Visual
★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Fragrance
★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆
Taste
★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆

Unlike the previous first-class sandwiches, so I'm in a lot of lettuce, remove the lack of volume. The visual quality was fine.

I made a fairly large domestic cattle and used to be juicy, but do not have enough.

It may be more affordable price if it ate a normal place... o (∀) o However, I return, I KOUMAI She's Matcha red bean brown rice FUREKUSHEIKU o (≧ ∀ ≦) o
Cafe SUUITSU favorite child is eating MIRUBESHI!

The Original Mike's meeting will now go to the PA's ODIOTEKUNIKA Mr. Minowa. Original Mike is so fun the first time o (≧ ∀ ≦) o UKIKIKIKI. Rin and making it one of the world's KAWAYUSUMAIKU

ψ ( `∀ ') ψ

Tokyo Decadence...

2009-05-05T11:17:00.000-07:00

<--あ、クラブの喜び... （笑）

Yesterday we went to Tokyo Decadence. It was a lot of fun, but you always have to be careful when you go there... There are always people dressed... how do I say... skimpy? It is liked by men, more then woman... (^o^);/ But SISEN was working, so it was good to see him there... the last couple times i was there, I forgot my camera, but this time I remembered to bring Kanon's... (laughs) And I took a few pictures...

昨日は東京デカダンスに行きました。
とても楽しいでしたが、気をつけなければ、いつでもそこに行っているときに...
常に人が服を着ている...どうすればよいと言う...露出度の高い？
この男性が、より多くの女性が好きだし... （ ^または^ ） ; /
しかしSISENので、良かったが彼を見て仕事をしていた...
過去2回私は、私が、私のカメラを忘れてしまった、この時間を記憶されていた私はカノンの... （笑）
と私はいくつかの写真を撮った...

Better. ^^

2009-04-30T10:34:00.000-07:00

NYAPPY!!!

I am feeling better. ^^

translator is broken....

So my English not be very good... (;O;)

Yesterday, we go to Sex Pot Revenge.... I spend ¥78,701

SO MUCH!!!!!!!

But I get cool things... ^^

A few minutes later......

2009-04-26T16:28:00.001-07:00

I saw that every other post of mine ends with "unnyappy"

So my life is only half Nyappy I guess... lol

When I get better, there will be some MAJOR free-hugging down in Harajuku. nyaha!!

Bye bye Nyappy!!!!

Sicku.

2009-04-26T16:20:00.000-07:00

Nyappy! Miku desu.

Ahhh...

I'm so sick... nyaaa~

Can't move~!

On bedrest..... by back hurts like never before.... T_____T

AND My lips are chapped...Whaaaaaaaaa~

I guess I'll never be better again... (;o;)

so Unnyappy!!!!!

Bondage from reality

2009-04-19T08:56:00.000-07:00

MIKU DESU!!!!!

Ehhh...

Yesterday night, Miku slept. (^o^)

Thank you girls for being gone. xD

Though, Throughout the whole night, I had the same dreams that I have been for a week now.

Ah, has it only been a week? (o_o)

It seems so long, almost as if at all was only a dream...

Is that possible?

thought it doesn't matter anyways, because the only difference between dreams and reality is that you can touch reality...

Are dreams so bad to have?

Because if you think about it, it is almost as good as it really happening.

You can remember dreams almost as well as what is real...

Sometimes you can even get emotional about dreams...

Perhaps dreaming is Gods way of giving you what you can't have...

Itsumo Koritsu....

Also, Am I being cursed?

It doesn't seem like one can have so many dreams that torture so much in such a short time...

How come I remember everything like it all happened, but I still feel like it's missing...

Ahh.... perhaps it's too late for me to be writing.

I'm probably worrying people by writing like this...

Sumimasen.

Bye bye Nyappy!!!!

OHMYGAHD!!!!!

2009-04-17T09:21:00.001-07:00

NYAPPY

Today.... I got new shoes... ^o^,

They are black boots that go up to the knees with buckles on the sides and hot pink laces. *O*

They are awesome!!!!

And Also.... I spit on people... (^o^);/

Yeah yeah

Me and Kanon-san went down to Harajuku and spit on people to see who would get the least dirty looks....

I ended up getting spit on myself... T^T

UnNyappy.....

Nyappy!!!

2009-04-16T16:05:00.000-07:00

New blog....

same Miku.....

That is all